Catarina Jessica Keil

​I burnout. And, not from crappy things either. Life had gifted me so many wins, but somehow, it just took away my health and my happiness.  Deep in that dark space, I realized how far away I was from living my life, my version of success. And I had to get myself out of there. You know that place...its filed with anxiety, depression, panic, frenetic, high paced energy. The push, push, push place. 

Since then I have dedicated my time and effort to truly uncovering who I am beneath the layers of social conditioning and purposefully architecting a life around what I value. Now a writer, speaker, and liminal guide, who works in the messy, magical space between breakdown and becoming.

My work lives in the places where things fall apart — identities, relationships, stories we’ve outgrown — and helps people reclaim themselves with tenderness, truth, and a rhythm they can actually live inside. I blend poetic language with grounded coaching, emotional honesty with strategy, and the sacred with the very, very human.

Originally from South Africa, I now live in Lisbon — a city that feels like a mirror for this work: beautiful, wild, layered, and in constant rebirth. I work with clients and readers from around the world through books, voice notes, immersive containers, and soul-aligned coaching.

Queen of Hearts is my first book. It’s a poetic memoir of eros, shadow, and reclamation — part story, part ritual, part permission slip.

I create for those who are ready to come home to themselves — gently, fiercely, and on their own terms.

We are all told, “live your life to the fullest”; I am here to do just that.  I am human, I am woman and I want to share my experiences in the hope of making you feel less alone, less weird, less shameful and less guilty and more accepting of who you are.  I hope my story provides some scaffolding to support you along the way to achieving your version of freedom.  

Let's unravel.  

CJ

Books by Catarina Jessica Keil

  • Queen of Hearts - Poems of Love, Loss and Reclamation. Transforming Pain into Power and Pleasure

    Catarina Jessica Keil (in Poetry)

    When loving yourself becomes an act of rebellion.

    For anyone who has ever drifted through life on autopilot, Queen of Hearts is a clarion call to awaken. Forged in the crucible of heartbreak and desire, this book invites you to shatter the stories that no longer serve and reclaim the fierce, sovereign self-hidden beneath the noise — the self-bold enough to choose freedom even when the world demands obedience. A sensual journey through heartbreak, self-discovery, and poetic rebellion, Queen of Hearts reveals the untold power of choosing yourself.

     

    • "Catarina Jessica's 'Queen of Hearts' demonstrates poetry's raw power to awaken dormant emotions and create profound resonance within the reader." Megan Swan, Wellness Expert, Business Coach, Author & Podcast Host 5 stars
    • "Your poetry triggered energy spikes; damn good channelling and writing!" David Harmony 5 stars
    • "CJ, has a particular way with words, a particular outlook. You feel the energy and passion coming through every sentiment." Stephen O'Regan 5 stars
    • "Deep, Raw and Moving." Chen Lizra, ♡ Somatic Coach ♡ TED Speaker 5 stars